Hi, I'm a Hermit!

Not long ago, I had great discussion with a great friend of mine that I'd like to share with you guys (or try to at least, cuz by the end of it we were rather drunk :D).

I was hanging out with some friends, and they were hanging out with theirs. We were spread around a couple of tables, drinking and chatting, so the mood was overall fine. But, I never really clicked with my friends friends. It never happened and its something that cant be forced. Luckily, the one great friend I mentioned called. He had been walking alone for a while. I asked: "why?" He said he needed it. "Is everything ok?". "Yup. What? You never spent some time just for yourself, to think or feel inspired?".

Later, after he arrived, we continued that conversation. We joked about how Capricorns like to spend time alone, and since we both have that sign it must be true (we were just poking fun at a girl in our group who takes astrology REALLY seriously). We joked that we were feeling some unnamed feeling that encouraged us to have our moments of solitude... but that was not a joke at all. That IS what I feel when I need to be alone. Like some energy that can only be obtained if I am by myself. But energy for what? Well, we discussed that too. Relaxation is a given, but insights about our lives and inspiration for whatever we feel the need are what we benefit the most out of these lonely periods.

SO, where am I going with this?? No clue! I guess I wanted to see who else feels this way as, besides it being interesting to know that you do, its something that, in my opinion, is beneficial for your life.

Quick Update

I'm not dead! YET! I apologize for my absence to all my followers or those who would become!

Ok, ass kissing done. Now to explain... These past few days I've been really busy: trying to get all the paperwork to apply for one job, studying for another one I *might* get, applying for some cheap graphic design workshop thing (today they tell me I'm on the waiting list *sadface*). All in all, its been great tough, as I've missed this feeling of being really active, almost to the point of becoming stressed!

Anyway, tomorrow I'll post something relevant as now I need to study some more. Just keep in touch!!

Part of something...

So today, when coming home after spending the afternoon with a couple of friends, I was thinking about what I should post. I looked trough the window of the car and noticed how beautiful the night sky looked. But I also noticed how HUGE it is! No, how huge this whole UNIVERSE is! We're so frikin tiny...




... yet we are able to understand it. We are part of this infinite. And that makes us infinite aswell.



Also, damn, I just got a mind"yuck"!

Mind "Yuck"

Yes, you know what I meant! Anyway, there are some kinds of mind"yuck's", but the ones I wanted to discuss were those when your mind tries to wrap around an idea or thought.

If you never had one, its a great experience! I've been trying, for 5 minutes now, to describe it... but my patience ran out and, amazingly, Google gave me the most exact description ever! By ReMecca:

"Thoughts so divine and perfect, they could almost be described as carnal. They excite you, they turn you on, they make you think beyond your present beliefs, they make you change your panties."

Indeed.

SO, Art in general is great at achieving this for obvious reasons. When you saw The Matrix didn't you think: "wait, am I in The Matrix?!!". But that mind"yuck" is small time... So, I suggest you watch The Fountain, as it was the last one that really "yucked" me. It "yucked" me so hard!

Dimensions

This isn't some obscure video, its rather popular, but I've only recently seen it. Funny how I found it, as I was thinking, sitting on the toilet, how I can almost see my old self sometimes. Was I just being a long weird snakewormman as the video suggests? Or had I been on the toilet for too long?


Food for thought.

So it seems I made a blog... Why? Don't know yet, but I made it! Perhaps to exercise my considerable knowledge of the English language since its not my native tongue (yes, I'm a douche). Or a way to actually produce something of worth besides sitting on my butt at home or at a cafe? Possibly...

Though, I feel that I needed to write and share alot of thoughts, ideas and insights (personal or not) that I've come to gain.

And its been long due...